Saturday, December 31, 2011

How I Like To Play

Everyone is always asking me, what kind of kinks and fetishes am I into when it comes to dominating you little boys. And since my interests list never seems to be descriptive enough, I figured I would do a blog post about it.

Financial Domination: There is nothing I love more than receiving your hard earned cash in the mail, or coming home to boxes of goodies that you purchased me from my favorite stores. I love draining your wallets to benefit me. Plus, you get exclusive pictures of me if you buy me something naughty…and that doesn’t just include the clothes, that includes the vibrators as well – meaning pics of me USING the vibrator, hehe.
Chastity: There’s something about not being able to please yourself that is extremely pleasing to me. I love having my little boys lock themselves up and send me the key. They beg and they cry to send back the key, practically to the point where they are ready to do anything to break open the device and free themselves. But my loyal toys know that if they want an early release, they must pay the price.
Tease & Denial: This is probably my second favorite, after FinDom. How do I do this? Well after I have you locked up in your chastity device, I will send you pictures and videos. Some of them will even pertain to your specific fetishes (feet, ass, etc). Too bad you won’t be able to pleasure yourself to me…NOT.
Humiliation: What can I say, I love fucking with your head. I love making you feel worthless because of the size of your dick, or pushing your limits in public. Can you handle it, or are you going to cry and beg for mercy?
Foot/Ass Worship: Why isn’t this going under the RT Session list? Because you don’t deserve to kiss my feet or my ass. I know you love them. Why wouldn’t you? But let’s face it; you’re too pathetic to earn a privilege like that. I know you love seeing pictures of my feet in the new pair of heels you just bought me, and even my ass in a thong or bikini.
Real Time Sessions
First of all, I rarely do RT Sessions. I do not drive and I rarely have the free time to do it. But, for the special piggies who are worthy enough and who are willing to chauffeur me around, I have no problem making slight exceptions. If you are interested in booking an RT Session, message me and I’ll see what I can do.
Shopping Spree: There is nothing better than having my pay pigs follow me around the mall as I spend their money. It is especially thrilling when he is wearing his chastity device and I make him watch me try on shoes and sexy outfits.
Lavish Dinners: My favorite food? Crab legs. But constantly going to Red Lobster with my family gets costly. This is a one-on-one chance for you to not only financially submit to me, but to also have the chance to talk with me in person, rather than online.
Cuck Scenes: These are extended sessions, due to the type. You can take me to shop and get ready for a date. You can watch while I get ready at your place (since I’m unable to do any kind of session where I currently live). Drinks & dinner can be on you. Then you can sit and watch, lonesome & afar while you wish you were man enough to be with me.
Sissification: I can make you into one of the girls. We can go shopping, gossip, and have a pillow fight or two. And then I can dress you up and do your make up so your looks match the attitude. Girl power! ;)
Road Trip: Like I’ve said many times, I love traveling…especially if it’s paid for by you. Sometimes traveling by myself gets lonely though, so there might be a time when I want someone to go with me. Take a day off; let’s hit the exotic beaches of Cancun together or something. Like I said, I don’t drive. So currently I’m seeking someone who will drive me up to Toledo to see my best friend while she’s at school.

If I haven’t listed your kink, ask me and I’ll see if it’s something I’m interested in…chances are, I’m not but you’ll never know if you don’t ask. Besides, this is about what I want, not what you want.

Friday, December 30, 2011

The Early Days


I remember those early days of being a sub very clearly. The first time I was spanked, bitten, handcuffed, and even choked. Those were some of the best days of my life. But life changes, as we all know too well. Growing up, I had submissive tendencies in the “vanilla world.” I always obeyed my family and teachers and never broke any rules. I was always trying to please everyone, and it made me unhappy most of the time. When I was in high school, I was the fat girl. I was constantly getting picked on and tormented by the popular kids. Everything I did and said was scrutinized. It made me feel terrible to be walked on, humiliated, and degraded.

My first spark of interest in the sexual side of things came from watching porn. A few scenes of watching women being handcuffed and spanked and I was hooked. When I started having my first sexual experiences when I was 18, it was all submissive. Biting, spanking, hair pulling, handcuffs, choking…all of it, and I loved every minute of it. It was when I allowed myself to be raped after meeting a guy at the bar back in April of this year that I realized I was done with my submissive tendencies. I knew it was wrong…I mean, hello, it was rape. But I didn’t stop him because I felt I was too inferior.

I started taking control in my relationships. “No, I don’t want to do that.” “Fuck me harder.” “Touch me there.” As minuscule as those phrases may seem, they were the gateway through which this Mistress emerged. Granted I still have that deep fantasy to be tied up while getting eaten out so I have no control, every other submissive aspect of me is gone. Yes, I get shy if I’m around someone I like…but that’s how all girls are, regardless of if they are a sub or a Domme.

Some people call me a fake. They say you can’t switch like that. Well it wasn’t a snap of the finger type of deal. I was a sub for almost three years and then slowly but surely made my way to being a switch, and now to this final journey. Others, my slaves included, declare this change has made me more wicked. They’re right. There are Dommes out there who do this because they hate men for wronging them and get pleasure out of watching them cry. There are Dommes out there who do this because they love having control. I’m both. Part pleasure, part revenge.

Take me or leave me, I am still in control

Thursday, December 29, 2011

It Has Begun

Well here I am. Did you ever think I would get this far? Well to my loyal followers, you did. To those nasty haters? Look whose laughing now, bitch.

So yes, I am now live on the web...if you don't consider CollarMe and FinDoms and every other website I have a profile on "live." After years of trying to figure out who am I am and what I want, it's come down to this. And what is this, you ask? This is the beginning of my takeover of the world, mwhahahaha. This is where you get to buy me things, send me on vacations, take me out to dinner (and yes I will let you physically go with me to dinner, if I deem you worthy).

This is where you will get to read all about adventures, new and old. One day you will hear about the journey of going from weak, worthless sub to Powerful Domme. You will get exclusive pictures of these adventures and will get to witness the mass amounts of tributes that end up at my door each day.

This is the beginning....are you ready?