Make My Wish Come True

Hey boys. I made a LOT of updates to my wish list, so get to spoiling =) I really don't have that much to say today. I went to the mall last night and went on a little shopping spree for that party I need a ride to on Valentine's Day. I know I'm always talking about my weight loss miracle, but yesterday was the true realization for me. I went from a Size 18/2X, to a Size 7/XS. I'm so proud of myself. Now I just need some clothes that fit lol.

Continuing To Please

SissySub91 is continuing to please us. You should all use this as inspiration to work harder.

Yes, I am more pleased by money and gifts, but knowing that my subs are willingly producing photos and videos to post on my site produces a different kind of pleasure.

And So It Begins

The three of us are off to a fabulous start. Not only have we added SEVENTEEN subs to the training roster, but you are all begging so nicely for Triple Domme Sessions. We'll get to all of you in due time, but waiting is what you get when you're asking three, working college students to give up some of their free time. The tributes are coming in very nicely and my NiteFlirt line won't stop going off. And to top it all off, Miss Amanda has her first "follower" - SissySub91.

Thank you all for making this journey so incredibly worth it =)

Oh! And for those of you wanting a special treat, I found this through a friend via Facebook. I would definitely do this in person if given the chance...

I'm Baaaaaack

Oh that's right you pathetic forum trolls, you couldn't keep me gone for long. In a few hours, I will have my CollarMe account back up and running. I'm almost finished editing my blog. I must thank you losers for giving me this time off to actually relax for once and let my friends take over.

As for my slaves, you will be able to contact me on CM again, instead of having to wait for me to jump on Yahoo for a split second. Also! If you take a look at the rates tab, you will see something a bit new - Double & Triple Domme Sessions. Now that I've roped my two best friends into the lifestyle and have basically trained them with what I know (that's what you get for being friends with someone for over 8 years). Miss Amanda & Princess Taylor can both be found on CM (BlueDevilQueen & PrincessTay93). They recruit slaves for the training program as well as assist in RT Sessions.

My PayPal is still up and running, however I will not be accepting tributes through it. Tributes will now be done through either Amazon or GreenDot moneypaks.

Miss Amanda & Princess Taylor have both been talking about a website for the three of us. Unfortunately this Blogger account will have to do for now, as I did not realize GoDaddy's web hosting was $130 a year. Fuck that shit. I may be capable of making that in one day but I'm sure as hell not paying that out of my pocket when Blogger is working out just fine.

On a final note, I'm still putting together an Images4Sale account, as well as learning the art of hypnosis, so you all have some things to look forward to in the near future.

Miss Amanda (BlueDevilQueen)
Lesbian Domme
September 23, 1990
5'5", 130lbs

 

Princess Taylor (PrincessTay93)
Bisexual Domme
July 25, 1992
5'7", 145lbs

Welcome ladies! It's been an amazing journey with you through vanilla times...but now it's time to conquer the BDSM realm.

Attention Cuck Slaves

The day you've all waited for has come....I now have a guy to take on dates! This means my RT Session is now available, plus any gift cards that can be of use to me. I put some Regal Cinemas gift cards on my Amazon list. I went to the movies today - for two tickets, it was $34. I never want to pay that out of my pocket again! Take care of this cucks. This is what you are here for.

NOTE: If you are having shipping problems for the gift card on my wish list (I know a few people who are for some reason), just click on the Gift Cards tab on my blog, click the Regal Cinemas link, and send the card to my email address.

Make Me Happy

Every once in while I will post an item I want that cannot be found on Amazon, and that will require my address for you to purchase OR you can give me your credit card information. Today is one of those days. A few of you have been following my "appearance journey," trying to mimick the style of Lexus Amanda...well this is a perfect way...for $350, I can own the hat she wore in the Reprobate Romance video. I want it. Which one of you is going to get it for me?

http://www.blacklistedme.bigcartel.com/product/hat-from-reprobate-romance-video

Apology Tribute

A while ago (I don't keep track when my time is being wasted), I gave foreYOURpleasure his first task. I hadn't heard from him. Last night, he messaged me.

"So I clearly failed in my very first task and have avoided contacting you because I am ashamed of myself.  I just cannot do weekly tasks...I wish I could but I cannot.  I would however like to have some sort of interaction with you but will stay away if you say so."

Needless to say, I was kinda pissed.

"LOL. It's not that you can't do weekly tasks, you just don't want to do the tributes. How do I know? Because the first assignment was a piece of shit task that could have been completed in 4 minutes. Word of advice, don't sign up for something you know you can't afford. Goodbye loser."

He asked for my Amazon email. This morning, I woke up to this...

Apologies are worth every penny.

Picture Tribute Challenge

I came up for a fun little game that will make both of us happy. For every $100 worth of tributes I get, I will post a picture. I will start with my fat, blonde high school pictures and work through my sexy nude pictures. It's a fun little challenge because I'll get pleased by your money, and you'll be happy that I'm pleased, plus you get rare images of me that no one has ever seen before.

Just as an incentive, here is the first picture. It is more recent, but it's a sign pic to prove that I am indeed real.

Temporarily Deaf

I don't have anything about domination to write about today, unfortunately. My only update is that I will probably be unavailable on NiteFlirt for the next two weeks. Why? Well I'm temporarily deaf and have an incessant ringing in my ears from a concert I went to last night.

Don't get me wrong, I had a blast...but I could have done with out the pushing and shoving from the mosh pit, all the bruises, and almost getting impaled by a microphone stand. Why was it all worth it? Well not only did two of my friends' bands open, but I also got to go onstage during the main band's set. It was honestly the most worthwhile experience I've ever had, despite not being able to hear or move today.



Oh yeah, that's me in the front row with my Suicide Silence shirt. This was one of my friends bands =)



Celebrate Me

Yay so today is my birthday. I'm going to try & salvage what my mom hasn't ruined yet. I'm starting to think I should play it off like I did last year and enjoy myself so she'll throw another tantrum...

Anyways, I have a new task for my precious pets to think about. I haven't updated my room since the 4th grade (I still have posters of kittens and NSYNC up). It's time for a change. So as I was looking at room designs, I found this link --> http://designdazzle.blogspot.com/2010/01/hot-pink-and-black-zebra-bedroom.html

I love it. My favorite colors have always been pink, black & white. Granted I wish I could find a B&W paisley comforter, I will settle for zebra. What I love most about this is the over the bed unit. If I get it from IKEA like the post suggests, I'm looking at over $800. Now of course you all know how much I hate spending my own money. Yours on the other hand....You have two choices.

A. Use that cute little brain of yours to obtain the skills to make me such a unit.
B. Open your wallet so I can finally afford to update my room!

In case you don't feel like clicking the link to read that article, here are a few pics to show you what I want.

Get to work piggies!

Current Tribute Standings

Hello slaves and pay piggies. Here is the current standings for your wallets, of what you've spent on me so far. These numbers (or should I say, those who are not in first or second place) sadden me greatly. I suggest you change this.

#     Slave              # of gifts given           Total Spent

1     Sandieman69               9                     $517.26
2     slaveonknees201          10                     $184.04
3     denyneo                   3                      $51.59
4     pisspoorsissy             2                      $50.00
5     yourslavejeff             1                      $25.00
6     lonelyguy6                2                      $17.79
7     littlebitchboy            1                      $15.00
8     rickanthony               1                      $10.00
I'm not happy, puppies. Open your wallets and spoil me. After all, whomever is in 1st place gets top priority for both cam & RT Sessions.
Let's get kinky ;)

Special Task #1



Hello all! My birthday is quickly approaching, I can't wait!!! Anyways, I have a special task for one of you. Every June, I go to an anime convention that is held at the Kalahari Resort in Sandusky. I'm looking for someone (Dom or sub) in the Cleveland area (and around my age!) to go with me. Why is this such a "special" task? Well, it involves a lot of jealousy, so I guess I need to tell the story of last year so you'll know what you're about to get into.

Every year, I let my ex and a few of his friends stay in my hotel room. (So I guess the first part of the task is to make sure he doesn't succeed in fucking me like he always does lol - damn his devilish charm). Anyways, I met one of his friends last year, Scott. I fell hard for him that weekend. We talked and joked around and cuddled, and ended up sleeping with each other and having sex. He made me feel more loved in one night than anyone had in months of dating. After the con was over, we hung out a couple more times, but then my ex and I got back together. He was so angry because he thought he talked me out of getting back with my ex, and we haven't spoken since.

So what I need is someone to go to the con with me. Someone who can spend time in the convention center with me, as well as time in the waterpark so I'm not forced to hang out with my ex all weekend. I need someone who will go to the formal ball with me (don't worry about dancing, I can't dance worth shit) & can have fun with at the raves. I need someone who won't be afraid to get in bed and cuddle with me to make Scott jealous. And most importantly, I need someone who can talk me up to Scott so I finally have a chance with him. And what are the chances of YOU getting laid during that weekend? Well, by me, it all depends if you get me to fall for you and are genuine about it. By someone else? Let's just say there's a lot of easy, barely legal girls that go to these things.

This may sound difficult, but it's really not. I'll let you stay in my room for free, you'll just need to buy your weekend pass ($40 for the whole weekend). I'm looking for someone who can complete all of these mini tasks who also meets the following criteria - 19-24 years old, lives near the Cleveland area, CUTE! If you think you can fulfill this special task, please message me on CM and let me know. If there isn't a picture on your profile, please attach one in your first message so I know if you're cute or not.

Clouded Judgment

I want to apologize now to all my slaves for the past month. In that time, I decided to move back in with my mom to try and repair our relationship. At first when she found out about this part of my life, she was very critical, saying that nothing in this world is free and that one day I will pay the price with my life when one of you gets mad that I won't have a sexual relationship with you.

Her opinion changed when she saw the amount of packages stacked at the door every day. She would hear me rant about some of the conversations I had with the fake slaves, and would tell me her views on Female Supremacy....she's more wicked than I am apparently. Well at the end of last week, she started suggesting things to me. Such as putting items on my wish list that she wanted, and by asking you all to finance a vacation for us.

It was yesterday that I realized how wrong this all was and that this needed to come to an end. My mom and I have never gotten along, ever since I was younger. Growing up, there was a lot of abuse....emotional & physical...children's services were even called. That's when I started staying with my grandparents. As my grandparents age and their health depleats, I grow concerned with what will happen to me after they're gone. They raised me when my mom was never around, they've paid for everything, even when I have money. But when they are gone and all I have left is my mom, I fear that I will be living on a park bench, or in an alleyway in a cardboard box.

This past month, I decided to try and work on our relationship and that I tried to please her by giving her what she wanted. It was at my birthday party yesterday when I realized that things will never change. Ever since I can remember, my mom has tried her hardest to ruin every one of my birthdays. If the attention isn't on her, or if I'm happy, she has to make everyone else miserable. First of all, she made me pay for everything. I had to shell out over $200 yesterday for a party I never wanted. Well it was just me, her, my grandma and my best friend at Dave & Busters. I was waiting on a male friend of mine. He was on his way but it would take him about 45 minutes to get there. Well my mom started throwing a tantrum because she knows I like him and how badly I wanted to see him. She said she wasn't feeling well so we would have to leave soon and that I would just have to tell him to go back home. Well because I'm not a coldhearted bitch like that, I refused. So what did she do? She went home by herself while the rest of us had a good time.

When I woke up this morning, I put a stop to the wish list items she wanted and I returned the money to those who had donated to the vacation fund. When you guys send me things, I want you to do it because you feel like I'm being a deserving Mistress....not because I want to please my psychotic mother. If you were to send me to the Bahamas, I would want to go by myself (or with a significant other) to relax...not with my mom so she can throw tantrums the whole time.

Again, I apologize to all of my slaves for my recently clouded judgment. I moved back into my grandparents' house today, so I'll be back to my normal Domme self.

Always Amazed

Hey everyone =) My birthday is Thursday....how well have you done at pleasing me?

I’m different then a lot of the Dommes you’ll meet. How? I was a sub for almost three years before I started making this marvelous transition. This means that unlike most Dommes, I actually have feelings. So when I get messages from bitchy people (Doms, Dommes, and even slaves) calling me a whore and a prostitute because I like Financial Domination, it really does hurt. “Well if you don’t want to get called names, get the fuck out.” Who the hell made you admin? Pretty sure no one did, so leave me alone. That’s why they invented the block button. *Sigh* I don’t like a lot of the concepts involved in this lifestyle, but you don’t see me doing a keyword search in profiles, or trolling journals to hunt down the people who are and harass them about their choices. I guess getting the harassment makes me feel like everything I’ve done was for nothing. As a sub in high school, I would get made fun of for my weight, my actions…everything I said and did was scrutinized. So I got the determination to change all of that…and it worked until I joined this site. It’s just high school all over again. And then I’ll get those that say “Oh, well you’re making it high school by constantly complaining.” Complaining? Oh, so I’m not allowed to give my opinion…which you just did by calling me a prostitute and a cam whore? Two things about me, darlings? I don’t have sex with my slaves or pleasure them in any physical way, and I don’t get on cam unless it’s for verification. I have a job, I go to school, I’m family oriented. Everything you tell me to do has already been done. So then why do I ask for tribute? Well I’d be lying if I didn’t say I like feeling like I’m being spoiled. I mean, come on, if a pair of limited edition shoes showed up on your front porch, you’re not going to sit and whine about it. Besides liking that I’m being treated like a princess, I ask for tribute because words mean NOTHING these days. “Oh, yes Mistress, I’ll message you tomorrow.” 3 weeks later, nothing. When a tribute is involved, you weed out the fakes…the ones who make empty promises…the ones who only stick around until you give them what they want. Newsflash. It’s not about what the slave wants, it’s about what the Dom/Domme wants. So next time, before you decide to harass someone you don’t know about something they do that you don’t like, think about the crazy shit you’re into. Fisting your ass, drinking your own piss, dressing up like a girl. Anyone can criticize you about anything, but it is we who still have common decency who will remain silent.

Another instance in this is vanilla websites, such as MyYearbook. I used to post pictures of myself in my bra & underwear. Why? Not because I’m a whore or I like the attention, or any of the shit the losers on there came up with, but because I am actually proud of my body. I was an obese child. At my peak weight, I weighed almost 250lbs. Today, I am a slim 120. So why should I be ashamed of that? I shouldn’t be. So all the death threats I get, and the random strangers telling me I’m a failure and that I should kill myself? They’re nothing but pathetic pieces of shit.

How To Schedule An RT Session With Me

It’s amazing how rude some people can be. If you list yourself as a sub/slave, act as such. Do NOT try to make demands because it won’t get you anything, besides shown the door. I decided to make an easy, short To-Do guide for this, since common courtesy has been lacking.

1. You are not guaranteed a session. You aren’t guaranteed anything. Serving me is about making me happy, about what I want. If I don’t want to meet up with you in person, deal with it. DO NOT EXPECT ANYTHING. If we are in a session and you start telling me what YOU want, what YOU prefer, what YOU want ME to do, you will be shown the door and you will NEVER hear from me again. Got it?
2. To ATTEMPT to schedule a session, do not text me [for those who were lucky enough to get my number during the first few months I was running my program]. It is much easier to email me, and more convenient in the long run if you wish to schedule more sessions in the future (I can reference our past messages and session notes to see what worked and what didn’t).
3. Do not ask me for illegal play. I am skilled only in legal BDSM play. If you want full service, go find a prostitute because I am NOT it.
4. I require AT LEAST one week’s notice. I might be able to meet sooner, but it all depends on my other commitments.
5. If and when you are ready to book a session, let me know what kind of RT Session you’re hoping to participate in, and please attach a clear picture of your face so I know who I'm working with.
6. If you are indeed interested in scheduling a session, please click on the Rates tab at the top of the page to make sure you can afford me.
7. So message me, and see if we can work something out. Just keep in mind that it’s about what I want. If I don’t think you’re worthy enough to be in my presence, then so be it.

Lack of Pleasure

You slaves are failing. Granted I am getting my tributes and getting satisfaction from your completed tasks, I think you could be doing more to please me. I mean I know we’re just getting past the holidays, which drained a lot of wallets…but what you’re dishing out is just sad. On top of that, I’ve only had 2 orgasms in the last week. TWO! I am so sexually frustrated, I can barely think straight. Maybe that will change once one of you has the nerve to buy me some fun toys from my ExtremeRestraints wish list. There’s a lot of things I could use besides toys – clothes for upcoming photoshoots, financing to my lavish vacation to the Bahamas this summer, yummy perfumes and lotions, etc. Open up your wallets and please me.



Thank you to Sandieman69 for expanding my book collection...now I just need a bookshelf.



Worship My Face

For those of you who may or may not know, I'm a model. Yeah bitches, that's right, you're serving someone who is actually worth something and who is actually doing something with their life.

I've been scheduling more shoots lately, and now that I'm on this workout program you'll be seeing pics with less and less clothing ;) So what's the purpose of this post? There is none, I just felt like bragging about my amazing life. I suppose if you really wanted to please me, you could go to my Amazon wish list and buy me clothes to wear for my new shoots. Get to it!

ALSO........I'm gonna start saving up for breast implants. My 38C tits are not enough for me. Help me out ;)

Happy Birthday to ME!!!!

Happy New Year, slaves. It’s a new year with new opportunities to tributes and please me. Here’s your chance. So I’ve decided that I need a vacation (which of course, you will be paying for). In 2011, I experienced a lot. I was engaged, I fell in and out of love, I was raped, I almost committed suicide…needless to say it was a rough year and I deserve to have some time to enjoy myself. For those of you who have taken the time to get to know the vanilla side of me, you’ll know that all I desire is to get out of this place and start fresh, but for now I’ll just settle for a nice two-week vacation over the summer. Yes, over the summer, so you have time to earn money to give me. Think about this, boys. If you send me on this vacation, you’ll get exclusive bikini pics of, especially of my ass…and my cute feet in flip flops. It’s a win-win situation. My destinations? Stop number one is Disney. Yes, Disney. I never got to go as a child and I feel like I’m missing out on that experience. And number two? The Atlantis Resort in the Bahamas. I’ve been obsessed with going there ever since I watched Holiday In The Sun. Send me there!

Here’s your chance to show how much you adore me. Your goal is to cross off as many items on this list as possible. Donate to my ever growing PayPal account, or send me your glorious hard earned cash in the mail.

*Gas Money - $250
*One week at Disney’s Saratoga Springs Resort & Spa + 5day Park Hopper Pass - $2,685
*Gatorland Admission- $50
*Universal Studios Admission - $240
*Sea World/Busch Gardens Admission - $200
*Penguin Encounter - $80
*Flight + One week at The Atlantis Resort - $5,805
*Shuttlebus Transportation - $52
*Swim with Dolphins Experience - $264
*Deep Water Swim - $368
*Sea Lion Interaction - $258
*Snorkel The Ruins of Atlantis - $202
*Stingray Experience - $174
*Atlantis Gift Cards to help pay for those experiences - https://secure.atlantis.com/giftcard.aspx
*For bikinis and such, go to my Amazon Wish List, or just send more cash ;)

Get to work piggies!